The Basics!
Name: Lars L Lazarus
Birthday: Dec 8th
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Element: Non bender (Chi blocking)
Appearance!
Height: 5ft11
Weight: 195lbs
Hair Color: Silvery White
Hair Length: Neck length
Eye Color: Turquoise Blue
Skin Color: Pale
Body Type: Lightweight
About You!
Personality: Withdrawn and almost always silent Lars is difficult to be around given his shy yet blunt nature. He appears to hold little interest in anything and seems very cold with that glare of his. Given his past events he has become somewhat overly sensitive, often hiding behind that emotionless front and showing no sympathy or empathy for anyone around him, making it difficult to hold a sensible conversation with him. He does not have many beliefs but he does not have faith in order and peace given the fact he has always been shown hate and violence. He has grown a type of hate for most governments such as the the republic government as well as the others and believes chaos is the worlds original order. Believing that those who are ruled by governments are not truly free. Being a strong believer in freedom of choice, speech, and fate Lars often disrespects authority figures without a second thought.
Even after he controlled the restrictions of his abilities he has become rather aggressive and standoffish. He is extremely violent mostly because he is so defensive and not to mention highly sensitive. Often becoming emotionally hurt if someone where to call him a name of attempt to hurt him. He is violent in the presence of violence. When left alone and with those who are pretty nice. Lars becomes relaxed, feeding off the vibes of those around him. For every reaction, there is a opposite, and equal reaction. Meaning he often acts as those around him do...if someone is angry. Chances are Lars will feed off of of this and become aggressive.
Over the years Lars has grown a keen interest in music and technology. He also likes to dance to a type of music called 'Dubstep'. Sometimes putting on a song and just dancing alone for his own enjoyment. As far as technology goes he loves to play instruments. Although he has little to no skills with a piano, he just enjoys pressing buttons to see what will happen. Since his large ears are so sensitive, he finds it 'soothing' to listen to stand alone noises. It's hard to get close to him because he is always so cautious and suspicious of everything, thinking he is incapable of love and compassion he just refuses to let anyone in simply because anyone he does let in just hurts him in the end. So he shuts himself off from the world and lives in his own reality where monsters are the good guys.
Lars also suffers from a rare condition known as Low Latent Inhibition. A condition were a persons brain is more welcoming of incoming stimuli in the surrounding environment. While some perceive the world just as others do, Lars sees everything. His brain is unable to shut out information, resulting in creative genius. He has also been described as a rescuer, often more concerned with the welfare of others than he is his own. Incapable of blocking out the suffering of others.
Overall Lars is emotionally, mentally and physically unstable. Thus, rarely, as it does happen, the man can breakdown in madness. In that moment, the true Lars is revealed; a pathetic, lonely, and angry child. So beneath cold emotionless front, underneath the flesh of his hate and the bone of his anger. Is the tenderness of his heart. The real him. Some are so distracted by what they see on the surface that they never take the time to strip away the flesh and bone to see what is underneath. Inside he is alone...hurt...and suffering. Living his life an outcast with no one to be close to, and facing trauma at a young age he feels cold inside. It is this that has caused the insanity within him. Truth be told, while it may seem as if Lars is a broken man who is faltering. In truth, his will is harder than diamond. He will never bend...but will never break. Therefore, he is a 'madman'… a madman with the power to consume the world in darkness.
Likes: Over the years Lars has grown a keen interest in music and technology. He also likes to dance to a type of music called 'Dubstep'. Sometimes putting on a song and just dancing alone for his own enjoyment. As far as technology goes he loves to play instruments. Although he has little to no skills with a piano, he just enjoys pressing buttons to see what will happen. Since his large ears are so sensitive, he finds it 'soothing' to listen to stand alone noises. It is clear that Lars does not hat the typical socializing standards like others do. Instead of talking, Lars's mind has been damaged to the point where he mentally acts like a dog. Utilizing small noises and body language to communicate. And this he has gained a similar mindset. Enjoying being pet, most forms of food including meat, and several other 'odd' things.
Dislikes: Due to the unhealthy living conditions he was exposed to as a child, Sparda has gained a sickness that he inherited from his father. He has gained a sickness known as the Genova. This sickness, causes the entire body to feel unimaginable amounts of pain for either five minutes, or even five weeks. This pain can only be managed with a special kind of medication he cannot afford, a radioactive substance that is actually used as a remedy on his father's sickness. This sickness often happens at random points and when it does, his body goes haywire due to the massive amount of stress on his body and mind. This sickness will cripple him and make him incapable of movement and even speaking. This sickness can last hours, days, weeks...and even months. Among other things that his Low Latent Inhibition cause such as such as inability to sleep from too much stimuli, shortened attention span, addictive personalities, intolerance to peers, easily being overwhelmed by simuli and ect.
History: Lars was reportedly born and raised in a prison known as Went Prison Colony, a hellish prison that his mother was thrown into by their own kind as 'punishment'. He came to regard the prison as a home, a place where he learned "the truth about despair." He vaguely claims to have been "born in [darkness]" and created by it and that he didn't "see the light" until he was only a man. Lars, being raised in a place with no light was strange for him. His mother, who's name was 'Lufia' was in this prison before he was born for treason against a member of their clan. Betraying them for falling in love with someone from another clan being. As a result, she was taken to this prison and thrown into the place by them. It is there Lars spent most of his childhood. Growing up in total darkness with the worse kind of creatures imaginable he was a very timid and easily frightened kid. Often relying on his mother to survive. To afraid to leave his cell alone he spent most of his days playing with his mother and attempting to be a child despite the unspeakable horrors that lied just behind the bars of his cell. His mother, who was a powerful fighter with intensive knowledge on their clan or 'family', was strong enough to fend for her and her child. She was a rock and his 'beacon' of light.
Lars, by nature. Is very frail and grew up with a sickness that made him physically incapable of many things. Growing up barely able to move he could barely 'live' with the illness that had struck him worse than most could withstand. However, due to sheer willpower and his mothers knowledge of healing. He was able to survive this sickness most of his childhood. His mother, who tried to teach him how to defend himself with standard combat that often failed miserably. Although he was obviously highly intelligent, he could not tap into certain abilities given his sickness and mental health. However, there was one ability he managed understand despite his young age. He eventually grew to understand himself and how his body worked. Learning martial arts after constant practice.
As years passed, and his eyes adjusted to the dark. He eventually gained the ability to see completely in the dark. He grew less afraid of what was around him and started to venture out more. And given the brutality of the environment around him he soon became numb to most things and his emotions seemed to flicker. One day, he awoke to screaming. As the child awakened his quickly saw that for once, his mother was not there. Seeing as she had always took her with him, or at least warned him when she was going to leave him alone. The second time he heard the scream he noticed it sounded less like the sound of pleading...but the sound of pure rage. It did not take him long to realize it was his mother who was screaming, and with this realization. He jumped up and ran out into the darkness. Following the sounds of the screaming when he finally found her he witnessed true horror. The woman who had gone through hell to raise a child was being savagely beaten, and taken advantage of right before his very eyes by a couple of what appeared to be other prisoners. Given the way they spoke. Frozen in horror another quickly came from the other side of him and knocked him to the ground in front of her. Pressing his foot into the back of the boys head as he stared into his mothers eyes as they beat the life out of her. He screamed, cried, and begged them to stop. But it just went on, and on, and on. Until about thirty minutes later...her heart gave out. Probably from the pain or the humiliation of being degraded in front of her child. It was at that moment something inside of Lars snapped...something went horribly wrong. His facial expression, became almost completely blank. And those emotions that where already flickering...disappeared permanently. His facial expression, became almost completely blank. And those emotions that where already flickering...disappeared permanently. His inner fire was gone, and with a heart that felt like it had been shattered like glass and shattered again, and again, until it was nothing but dust he let his soul go.
It was at this moment Lars had lost his 'original' personality. After this scenario, he quickly began to go mad and as a young boy. Became highly unstable and incapable of holding his mind together after constantly witnessing horror. He eventually learned to utilize his transmutation effectively, and soon escaped the hellish prison. Getting out into the world and earning himself the occupation of an assassin, thief, and overall hired gun. Sometimes gambling and doing other shady deeds in order to survive. Using his middle name L as his alias.
As an adult and free man, he eventually began to see the chaos in the world. The situation was...unstable and the pathetic rule of others was getting the world nowhere.. From there, L did nothing but research, and eventually became concerned with the world and decided to offer their find his own way to aid it... L, in a simple sense. Works as a Freelance Assassin and detective. Lars was originally employed as a weapons developer for the world of espionage, inventing several traps and special toys that helped kill more than a few crime lords, politics and other unsavory types at the age of sixteen, going by the alias L he brought true justice while the government often failed at bringing justice. L was more of an assassin. His specialty was low-impact kinetic operations. While the soldiers, bounty hunters, and other assassins had trouble tracking tricky targets, wasting time and burning up gold. It was L they called. And with his special gifts he proceeded to create complex plans, he often found bizarre yet brilliant ways to bring forth the end of his targets. And he has been doing this job for many years, none of his clients even know what he looks like in person.
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